a tendency to seek people just
like us, therefore limiting the influences on our lives and
They were caressing my
skin. The entire inside of my body felt as that it too was being caressed by this loving spirit
That was a powerful physical feeling. It
was almost scary at how pleasurable the feelings
Upon reflection what is frightening is that we not aware that
this is the level of natural feeling of being immersed in love. My clients confirm that we are all able to
experience these feelings all day every day.
This time in particular truly stands
I was Meditating, an overwhelming feeling of the most amazing
energies were caressing me. They were caressing my skin, my insides felt as they too were being loved in such a way
- that it was almost scary at how pleasurable the feelings were.
At the same moment I felt feelings in my hands I never felt
before, as I looked at the palms of my left hand that felt particularly exquisite, I saw the lines of my left
palm shift, almost like redirecting the railway tracks. My left palm that once was very scattered with lines
was now clear like the lines on my right palm. This was happening as my body was vibrating, pulsating gently
tenderly, lovingly surrendering to the change. it was not a grand shudder simply because I had no resistance
to it. i was merging with the tender caresses of the universal love
This is all happening
as I am living what seems to be a normal
I have a great job.
I'm around people who value me and love
All the while as this is all happening in my
I have a life that appears to be similar to everyone else around.
I am Key designer at
a specialised interior design studio. Closed to the
Our work was all referral.
We are commissioned for special projects. Responsible directly for the quality of our work from
concept to final inspection. I with my fabulous team, put the dreams our clients had into reality. Each project was
entire content, including co designing with builders, all the trades, suppliers manufacturers importers, often
involving site meetings.'
Yet that other part of me continues to communicate.
Till that time in my I am alone in this inner journey. I had no teachers. As a child I attempted
to ask questions at bible studies. All I received was an explanation of what the priest would tell any child. I
just had the passages read back to me. Why do people treat each other with such disdain. I can
There, I just had passages in the bible read to me (as if I could not read that myself). For me I
knew what I sought was what was perhaps not in the Bible.
I wanted deeper meaning inside the parables. Not the literal
explanation that everyone seemed to want to believe.
All I got was their
repetition of their beliefs which were not even their
They were just repeating what they were told to repeat. This attitude leads to unconscious
living and someone lording over you.
That did not appeal to me because I
wanted truth not just a story to believe. Then
and there my tantric journey was fuelled.